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FEEL my hate, bitches! Or something... 
06:52pm 09/06/2003
mood: accomplished
My turn. Btw...other people besides Topper and I are allowed to post, ya know.

MORE things I hate:

- Thinking about certain people from my past. Hurts. A lot. And it makes me wonder "What if..."
- The smell of ferret pooh
- My nextdoor neighbors and their idiot children
- Being lied to for no reason
- Slipknot
- Not being able to go to that damn dredg concert with Randall
- The Athens bus station and everything having to do with it. I want it to burn down.
- Soggy waffles(to go along with Topper's stale pancakes lol)
- Being blamed for shit I did NOT do(Had to steal that one)
- People who cheat on their significant others and then brag about it to their friends. Or...people who cheat in general. You suck.
- Walking through a spider web and then spending 20 minutes trying to figure out where the spider is on your body, because you just KNOW there IS one on you.
- Texas summer heat. UGH
- Really dirty cars
- Not having enough money to travel to places like Ireland and Scotland. (Topper, if I win the lottery...we can go, okay? haha)
- The color of my hair right now. Its all....weird. o.O
- All these idiot girls running around trying to look like/act like Avril. Die already, okay? Its not hard.
- Falling off the back of the couch
- The scabby phase your tattoo goes through. Its gross. That and I cant shave it until the scab is all gone. *sigh*
- The color yellow
- Driving in the Dallas area which I have to do on Wednesday. *twitch*
- Being nervous about going back to college in the fall.
- Being too chicken shit to email someone because I fear their reaction or..lack thereof
- Lupin III. I fucking hate that anime.
- Speaking of anime....I hate the idiots on the fucking Adult Swim mb that bitch about anime and how much it "sucks". Puhfuckingleeze. Er. Anyways..

Thats enough, for now.

If anyone has any ideas for a new icon or something...let me know. If you make one and you want to have it put up or something...email it to me at persia1229@yahoo.com Try to make it fit in with the theme of "hate" and things sucking. lol Thanks muchly!
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Ooooo... I wanna kill a mutha fucka... 
10:24pm 08/06/2003
Yet another list of HATES:

1. Not feeling the crack of another's teeth when I pound their face
2. Being unappriciated for my glorious achievments
3. Being blamed for shit I DID NOT do
4. Stale pancakes
5. Going out, meeting a great girl and smelling vomit on her breath
6. The fact that I DON'T speak Russian, French, Spanish or Itallian
7. The fact I have NOT gone to Irland yet
8. Realizing that my life sucks because of ME
9. Petty fights
10. Fighting after the situation's been resolved
11. Yappy dogs
12. Failing anything
13. The fact that I can be so inert at times
14. People who act like they're strong and independent, then leach onto you, inable to do the simplest things without you holding their fucking hand
15. Co-dependancy
16. Obsessive/Compulsiveness
17. Being lied to
18. Stepping in gum
19. Not having money to burn
20. People telling me how to do the simplest things (ie: having my intelegence insulted)
Road Kill
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04:32pm 05/05/2003
  **topper81 suggested that I post this here after he read it in my journal. So here ya go, Topper. heh**

I have a complaint. If you dont like it...tough shit.

After some recent events, a couple of conversations, and some observations...

Im really sick and tired of people dumping their friends, forgetting their friends, and basically treating people like shit simply because they have a new boyfriend or girlfriend.
Thats fucking WRONG people.

You dont just put your friends on the back burner because you have a new crush or because you want to get FUCKED. Grow up, you assholes.
Who the hell do you think is going to be there for you when your crush tells you to fuck off or when your boyfriend/girlfriend decides to screw someone behind your back(and you know they will)? YOUR FRIENDS ARE THE ONES WHO ARE GOING TO BE THERE! Unless, of course, you've treated them so badly and you've ignored them to the point where they finally have had enough and they cut you off.

I hate it. I suppose they're not friends at all if they only want to be your friend when they're single or needing help.

Yeah. Kiss my ass. You fucking suck and you can go to hell, unless you're too cool to believe in that. Pfft.

*Note: If *I* can have a man and focus on both he AND my friends..then anyone else can do it. So there are no excuses. If you cant do both, you have a serious problem or you're just incredibly selfish. :)
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07:18pm 27/04/2003
  You know what I fucking hate?

I hate life. I hate everything that comes with it: feelings, taking, colors, sounds, being, existing, living, demanding, talking, eating, wanting, sleeping, giving, running, thinking, compromising, needing, etc, etc, etc...


I hate the fact that everything that's wrong in my life is my fucking fault. I hate the fact that my life is the way it is because of the things that I did or did not do. I hate thinking I'm the way I am because I chose to be this way and that the only thing that's ever held me back is my own damn self.

I fucking hate everything.
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01:05am 26/04/2003
mood: sick and tired
I hate when you throw up so much and so hard that it makes your head THROB. Its just a constant "Boom boom boom boom". Ahhhhh. Its making listening to music really difficult.

I hate not being in Austin yet. *Grrrr*
--Topper..you better move to Austin and not freakin Houston!--

I hate having to wait three or so weeks before Geoff finally moves here.

I hate being hot. *pants*

I hate bad covers of songs.

I hate any and all MTV message boards. Fucking twits.

Oh thats enough. Im getting all queasy(sp?) again.

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Things That Suck 
03:55am 22/04/2003
mood: bitchy
People suck
My job sucks
The fact that it's raining out sucks
Chris snoring sucks
Hurting my back sucks
Him not being here sucks

Everything in general at the moment sucks
late night stupidities... 
10:53am 09/04/2003
  You know what I hate?
I hate being teased.
I hate it when, after letting it go, while trying to drift off to sleep, the other person picks a fight.
I hate bickering.
I hate staying up late when tired, just to bicker over an issue that really cannot be resolved at the moment.
I hate appologizing, addmitting faults, and having the other person continue to push the subject as if nothing had been said.
I hate "beating a dead horse"; attempting to resolve the issue, then just arguing more and more over the same damn thing.
I hate being pushed into an argument.
I hate... alot of things right now.

But I do love venting. =) Ahhh... I feel mucho-bettero... mmmm... *hugs self*
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06:02pm 31/03/2003
mood: annoyed
Things I Hate:
1. Morons
2. Working Late
3. Coming in early
4. Getting less than three hours of sleep every night for over a week
5. "Supiriors" (an awful word for the people in charge of you. Who the fuck dubbed them supirior??? And what right do they have to even think I'm inferior?)
6. People who pretend to be your friend, then roll over on you when it's time to step up to the plate.
7. Low Carb Beer
8. Liars
9. Being told to strip down an office and scrub the floor under the carpet an hour before it's time to go home. Then being told that you can't leave until it's finnished and all the furniture is back in the office, arranged in a new way.
10. If Work:Life, and Work:Sucky, then Life:Sucky.

I hate seeing my buddies get to go to Iraq and make a difference and waist stupid ass fucks while I'm stuck here with a non-deployable training unit, doing busy work.

I hate working sixty plus hours per week, then being told on Friday that I'll have to come in that weekend. I wish I worked at Inatech, then Milton could burn down my workplace... hehehe...
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08:28pm 21/03/2003
mood: pissed off
My friends suck. People suck.

It's sad when you wake up one day and actually realize that you despise your own friends. I just should give up.
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Who are these people? Who do they think they are??? 
07:14pm 21/03/2003
mood: confused
I hate closed minded, blind, propaganda polouted liberals who have nothing better to do than protest a war they don't understand and don't want to.

I hate hearing people say that this war is "about oil". Yes, I don't doubt that that plays a roll. I don't doubt that there may be some other than honorable intentions here. We are human, nothing is perfect. Instead, they choose to ignore the fact that the people of Iraq are being opressed, killed, and tourtured. The main reason your military force is over there, the main thought that is driving these troops isn't oil. It's the fact that they are liberating a nation, allowing people to enjoy the freedome of speach, press, rights to privacy, etc, etc, etc...

I hate the fact that these people protest while the war is waging. Obviously, you're protests aren't doing any good, otherwise the war wouldn't have started. Instead, try getting off your lazy asses and start writing letters to congressmen! Flood their offices with petitions! It's easy to ignore morons chanting while raising home made signs with moronic slogans; all a polititian has to do is flip the channel on a protest! They cannot ignore what is the very basis of their political world: the black and white of print and paper!

I hate the fact that people think that protesting is the answer. For God's sake people! If these troops over in Iraq, our brothers, sisters, cousins, aunts, uncles, mothers and fathers are accross the globe and the only thing they see on their limited news coverage over there are protests, how do you think this will effect their will to live? They will see the war they are fighting as superficial and selfish, and won't care. They'll let their guard down and, consiquently, get a bullet in the back. Don't do this to them! The war has started! Send them letters! Show support, if not for your country, for the men and woman who are fighting to defend the freedome of an oppressed people! If you simply must remain negitive durring this military action, try and at least accomplish somthing positive! Either that, or shut your fucking mouth!

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A little hate goin on.. 
03:21pm 18/03/2003
mood: calm
I hate reading about this war shit on every other journal on my friends page. Blah.

I hate that Geoff wont be moving here until the end of summer. :( Its not THAT far though so I shouldnt complain.

I hate that I made Randall miss part of the GYBE! concert because I nearly passed out on him. Literally, ON him. lol I also hate that we didnt get to hang out longer.
Speaking of that: Is anyone on here a fan of Godspeed You! Black Emperor??? *curious*

I HATE the people that work at our Sam Goody. They are such asses.

And...I hate pollen. =\ heh
This Makes Me Nuts 
01:46pm 18/03/2003
mood: blah
I can't stand it when Brian says that he's gonna stay till I get home.But then for some reason he leaves before I get home.

So um yeah...That's all
No Way Out 
07:36pm 17/02/2003
mood: hungry
I so hate snow..It's too cold and makes a mess...The only good thing is that if it gets worse i probably won't have to go to work tomorrow...

But that doesn't change the fact that I hate snow..
09:52am 24/01/2003
mood: aggravated
Nothing, and I mean nothing in this entire world, pisses me off more than thinking about money.

Rent, car payments (on a car that was just totaled), insurance that doesn't want to shell out when you get into an accident, (even though you've been a loyal and good customer for the last four fucking years) credit card bills, phone bills, etc, etc, etc...

I'm going to pull a Tyler Durdan and blow up all the credit bureaus in the United States... yeah... that sounds nice...
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08:03pm 19/01/2003
  I fucking forgot.

I gave Katie untangible things too. For example.. HER MUSIC TASTE.

She'd still be listening to Linkin Park and J-Pop if it wasn't for me. ;D
This is all for you Katie. 
06:33pm 19/01/2003
mood: nauseated
It all started one Saturday when I finally snapped.

I had called Katie and asked her if she wanted to do anything. She was going to call me whenever her mum woke up/got out of her room. So I waited. I waited, waited, and waited. No call. Apparently Katie's mother had left.. and Katie didn't bother to give me one little call and explain to me that her mother wasn't home so she couldn't do anything..

I got so angry! That made me feel like she didn't even care. She didn't care that I had to sit at home waiting for HER to call. I didn't make any other plans since I really wanted to spend actual time with her.

I told her how much I actually cared about her. [ Which was -alot-. ] I wasn't expecting her to say that she had 'forgotten' since I was just a crush. That really fucking hurt me. She could've just told me that she cared about me.. but not in that way.

I used to get jealous of her going over to Bethany's. I'm not afraid to say that because I blatently told her! She was supposed to be -my- best friend.. but yet she never seemed to want to come over here. [ She went over to Bethany's for the sake of hoping to see or actually seeing Justin.. because she thought he liked her alot. ]

I never intended to yell at Katie. I just wanted her to know how much she meant to me.. and obviously I didn't mean anything to her. THAT is what angered me so much about her. She has no reason to be mad at me. Afterall she did use me -and- my family.

I took her places with me. I even took her to buy clothes.. my aunt -gave- her clothes. My mother paid for her clothes. I called her all the time. I was always there for her.. AND I even helped her get a boyfriend.

I'm such a horrible friend.

A -real- friend would have tried to work things out and actually talk to me. Like I did so many times. [ Even you, Katie. ]
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12:30pm 09/01/2003
mood: amused
No, this post has nothing to do with complaining about crap or anything. I just thought Id post this because I found it funny. My damn community..I can post what I want. lol

4 Laughing eyes
4 Well-shaped legs
4 Loving arms
2 Firm milk containers
2 Nuts
1 Fur-lined mixing bowl
1 Firm banana

1. Look into laughing eyes.
2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms.
3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently.
4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milk containers.
5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight).
6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls.

Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town.

**Btw...to the person that has my brothers video(you know who you are)...could you PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE mail it to me?? Ive emailed you about it, but...no reply. Id really appreciate it. You can burn the shirt, but I really need the movie. Thanks.
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Half Plans That Fall Appart 
09:46pm 28/12/2002
  I had half plans made to possibly go out tonight to a club for a few hours.But due to lack of communication during the week and no room in someones car I'm stuck in side.This sucks.

Guess it's for the best anyway seeing as to how I have to work tomorrow anyways and I don't really have the money to go anyways..
..headaches suck! 
03:57pm 24/12/2002
mood: angry
Why am I listening to Prince? I have no idea.. but I'm in a horrible mood because cheaply made jewelery sucks!

I lost a turquoise gem today.. and my mom flipped out.

I also had to clean.
10:59am 19/12/2002
  hi. michael is always telling me all i do is bitch, so i joined your community and i'll bitch all i want.